That time of year again...

its dat time o year again!

when we make our way back to our hometowns to be with our loved ones

and share stories of our childhood...

when the toilet is forever occupied...

and there is never a free plug to charge our phones...

when sleeping space becomes a story o survival...

when old albums are dragged out to laughters of big hairs, how skinny ppl were and how funny ppl dressed..

and food is always in abundance...

its the time o year when we mourn those who have gone..

yes...

its dat time o year again...

when family is all that matters...

and im loving every single second o it!

i hope u r too :)

big huggggs all round!!!

Selamat hari raya

hello rumah tok!

hiya chicas!

we arrived in kedah in d wee hours o d mrning today!!

aaahh.. d smell o freshly mowed grass mixed w early morning dew is just heavenly!

reminds me o my childhood days running around rumah tok xcited giler panjat pokok rambutan pastu kne marah sbb baju kotor

we drove thru d nite- or rather, mama did, since im not allowed to drive papa's car- ok fine kecik ati mase post lain ok. anyway, we actually planned to stop over in penang to hv d ever so famous nasi bratoq for sahur

alas, midnite plans to bertolak turned to 3 am and nasi beratoq became mcd eaten in the car. we couldnt even stop as all the R&R's were full n jammed up.

even road shoulders were full as ppl stopped to have sahur.

anyway! we werent complaining. i luff mcd!

so now here we are! mama n d bro's have fallen asleep. i kne berkebun dulu ok

anyway.. sad news, papa is gonna b working thru raya :( he will be celebrating eid this yr alone in LA :( so so sad

i found out last month tp sedih sgt nk cite..

ok darlings kite dh ngantuk..

now i can slumber peacefully knowing my pinapple and avocado plants have been harvested n tended to.

btw im talking about farmville ok

pls go get urself a farm if you dont already own one. n if u do., pls dun let ur plants wither n die. kesian ok

ok obsession alert

u babes have a wonderful day ok

n last but not least,

I would like to wish all a Happy Hari Raya, and mintak maaf dr hujung rambut saaaampaiiii la ujung stiletoes i ok..

sayang forever!!

mwahhh!!

a series o wonderful events!

had a wonderful time w d babes last nite.. its been a long time ok..


the occasion was nat's bday- granted its overdued. bt better late den never ey?


everyone was talking at the same time omg bising giler!! n promise xdgr ape org lain tgh ckp ok!!


nat's expecting so we were all flocking around her like a bunch o idiots holding her tummy and yg terlebih ngong siap ngaku can feel d baby kicking


hello? br 3 bulan kot? hahahah!! comel!! ok promise i akn lari if d baby can kick already..

oh cop before pg curve... we (lamarijanna &  gang) went to our 1st ever indian wedding!! our collegue preetha got hitched last nite

They broke fast at my place and boy were we glad we dcided to do jst dat!

omg d line at the buffet table was so long!!

mcm klu beratur lg 3 tahun br dpt mkn!

so we didnt mkn

bole x g wedding xmkn???

ok sbenarnye dah melantak like thrs no tomorrow at my place so dah kenyang sgt

got home late n so xcukup tdo maka grumpy at work plus flu n puasa and theory mary ckp flu makes u hungry makes me a very misrable girl today. 

mwahh!!

bg germs agn amek amek!!

    

p/s: i got germs ni dr mary ok

dr shepard?? i kindda need u

my nose is drippy, my head weights a tonne n my throat feels scratcy..

im down w flu..

n the inside o my ear itches

dat plus lastnites battle scars o cramps n aches from the gym..

i dont feel so good..

TGIF

so glad to c the weekend horizon

oh how i miss u!!

*sniff sniff*

wat i wanna do is curl into a ball and hide under the covers while some heavenly soul brings me a cup o hot chicken noodle soup.. omg best nye...

*xcuse me while i wallow in self pity*

bt u guys have a wonderful day ok

mwahh!!

amek germs sumer org!!!

sweating it out

i did it!!

i finally finally set foot whr i havent for the past 7 months!!

i finally got my ass back in the gym!!

yeay janna!!

omg...

i had an asthma attack within 10 mins o doing d glider thingy...

had to take a break (after 10 mins??? apakah??) and drink hot water coz i forgot to bring my inhaler oopsie

i ran on the treadmill for wat seem like forever den wen i looked down at the screen... calories burned- 43.

43???

43??????

whattt????

sparuh mati kott???

n i burned like... one french fry from the large order i had???

*kecik ati*

i did sit ups n i kno im gonna regret it in the morning wen im sore and cramped all over..

ye lah pg stahun skali!!

badan terjejut kott???

hopefully ill b more disciplined this time around..

good luck meee!!!

the daylight's fading slowly

ohemgee...

i took me almost three hours to get to work today... i arrived frazzled and disturbed.. a shadow of my chirpy freshly blown hair happy self wen i left home...

sum pipe decided today was the day it was gonna burst resulting in a water fountain making an appearance in the middle o d highway at seri kembangan.

i was stuck at the puchong toll for an hour!!

one whole hour!!

one whole hour of singing like a cat on heat, bitching on d phone, doing my already done face, and looking at my shoe collection..

one whole hour wasted..

n dat was only at the toll!

took nearly two hours to move 2 inches at a time to be diverted to dis small jln in front o a petronas  *whr i stopped to refuel*

lepas petronas omg d jln was so clear!!

it was so xciting to b driving w no obstacles!

to not have to jam on the brakes every second!

it made me feel so alivee!!!

i left at 715 in the morning and reached the office at 945..

two hours forty five mins..

i could be in melaka pigging out on glorious baba nyonya fare rite now..

or happily going thru a plate o chicken rice in ipoh...

but no!

im squinting my eyes trying to decipher a req yg xikut format!!

isshhhh!!

i could be that girl.. waiting to dig in..

so full of life..

 alas... life isnt always perfect...

eh emo plak pagi2!!

have a wonderful day darlings!

miracle weekend

ok im such a dweeb!

i was using the old blogspot pre-set previously, n i so wanted to do this. yes that. the line thingy and didnt kno how to. so korok okk!!

but i do noww!!

clever girl!!

im so IT challenged!!

anyway!

twas a wonderful relaxing weekend for me :)

and also a rather emotional one

i mended a 14 year friendship, sumtin i should have done sooner

and im gonna b maid of honour at her upcoming wedding!- a childhood promise we made to each other way back..

before boys.. before the stress of studies... jobs... and life...

weve got so much to catch up on!!

bt im glad it happened..

and im so thankful for that river of mascara tears in the middle of a crowded restaurant that was my calling..

my darlings!!

thank u nenah luff u forever cik man k!!

n didi!!

i missed u!!!

hugggssss!!!

main actors dan extra sorg kt tgh2 tu yg mcm tgk spanish telenovela nangis xabes den siap bole ckp 'korg... kuat sket... xdgr..'

bliss..

its dat time o month..

im not fasting...

and life is great :)

ive done nothing but watch back to back episodes o greys anatomy that is long over dued.

ive been sitting in cakbina's mini one seater sofa that i dragged into my room w my eyes glued to d screen-

with intervals every 5 mins to run down and raid the fridge i kid u not.

theres a certain happiness i feel wen i eat in the daytime..

and a certain excitement wen im eating at daytime during fasting month..

a rush o adrenalin..

i dont think i ate this much in the day at normal times

its like ive never eaten before..

its embarassing really...

but im so gonna cherish this 6 days of bliss im gonna have..

and milk it for all its worth..

dont u just wanna bite her nose off?

i know i do :)

raya came early this year!

our matching baju raya is readyy!!!

over x?? mama dia pon bj xmatching ngn dia, mama na yg gedik nk baju same..

ok bt i swear she looks so cute in bj kurungg!!!

can u say mini makcikk??!!






chilling w mama na- ok sebenarnye she's looking at a vid of her on my phone.. gedik tau.. - muke nk cam chucky plak tu..

The orphan... dan fopcorn

we watched the orphan lastnite.. my frens were rather disappointed by it bt hey- it was a horror film and i was scared plenty so im not complaining..

this little girl named esther is an orphan who was adopted by a nice family who unfortunately lost a baby girl due to miscarriage..

she started off all sweet and perfect, she curtsies btw.. before she blooms into a full blown psycho killer

she goes on to kill the nun who cared for her at the orphanage so cruely and actually made her new 4 year old deaf sister help her pull the body off the road.. she killed the nun w a hammer ok.. kate psycho..

ok sape yg plan nk pg tgk dis movie stop reading here pls

anyway! omg sebenarnye minah ni is a psycho killer who's not a child at all!! she's got sum rare hormone defect sumtin or other that prevents her from growing like a normal person..

so she looks like a nine year old but in actual fact, she's actually 33!!! omg tua giler minah psycho kecik nihh!! she escaped from this mental hospital in russia n has been killing all her adoptive family!

she also came on to all of her adoptive dads.. who all died btw.. lesson here is always listen to ur wife.. do not dismiss her as an alcoholic who cannot think straight.. tgk.. kn dah mati! c whr ur stupid ego got u?? 6 feet under!! *ok jgn emo pls*

sgt suspen ok...

the minah seated beside mary screamed at every turn o d movie n her bf kept clicking his tongue in disapproval... bukak pintu pon nk jerit apakah???

mary dealt w her suspense a lil differently... she gobbled down an entire large popcorn (or fopcorn according to yam) sorg2 okk!! sbb treasure nye pasal...

mary slept over..

krn movie ni we got up late for sahur...

and was late for work..




*ok gamba xde kene mengene w anything bt dhanush was babling on n on about how i dun hv her pic up on my blog... now i do okk!!* mwah

the day the ocean turned pink

the chinese have this belief that your luck changes every 5 years.. meaning if youve had 5 sucky years.. the next 5 would be bliss..

so far.. ive been blessed with a blessedly blissfull life... up till last year that is... when my world turned upside down and all that i have taken for granted came crashing down like perfectly coiffed hair in the rain.. washed away.. leaving behind traces and clumps of hair spray that only made things worse..

im speaking in metaphores coz actually writing or even thinking of the reality makes me cringe and wonder... wat the hell went wrong whr??

since my luck went downhill beginning last year.. im hoping and praying it will NOT last till the year 2012..

sighh....

i need change...

i need to feel a sense of belonging and actual understanding of what im doing and my purpose in life.

im a planner..

i plan things before executing them..

be it going on a trip or simple everyday tasks..

i like planning...

planning is good...

i had my entire life planned out before me..

*note the past tense

things change..

or to put ir more crudely, shit happens!

shit did in fact happen

i still consider myself lucky

plus a little alteration in the plan wouldnt hurt anyone.. rite?

got my head in the clouds

yesterday was the worstest day in my history o working at ibm... if such a word even exist.. we normally get an average of about 10-15 requests a day.. yesterday... we got 26!!! since mon was a public holiday, the req has been building up.. to make matters worse.. half o our team were either on mc or EL.. apakah??? buat keje smpai nk muntah kot??!!

anyway! todays looking much better! only 4 req's so far! fingers crossed it wont multiply too much!

tonite's berbuka will b w d babes... n 2 dudes! D- la's husband... n nadom- basicaly babe jgak lah!

im at a point in my life where im just too tired to think of possibilities or change... tho i so desperately need it!

im so head over heels in love w cakbina!! she can clap n move her body to music now.. but were still waiting on her first tooth... gigi... whr are yoouuuuuu??? she also finds it pretty amusing to slap my cat around...



perempuan yg xreti2 stop mkn.. c how tembam her pipi is?


butt shaped kuih at padang besar


papa's bday is tomorrow!


dats a bug btw... a gold coloured bug... magnificent kn??


my fav cousin in d whole wide world!