Cry Baby

From the moment i knew for sure i was getting married, attending solemnization ceremonies and watching wedding video's made me cry. Be it strangers' weddings , or that of close friends and relatives. I put it down to hormones and the stress of planning a wedding. But ive been watching a couple of wedding videos of late- and ive been bawling like a baby at the office its embarrassing!

what surprised me even more was when my collegue called me over to her desk to watch the 'flash mob' at KLIA- the one thats all over fb now- we were both fawning over the video till the end bit when the cabin crews came out then evryone did the dance togather. Thru flooded eyeballs I went- I dont know why but i feel like crying watching this. Without skipping a beat she went- i pooonnnnnn!! and immediately passed me a tissue as we both wept.

Hello- ape yg sedih kot!!?? I just feel so touched looking at them all dancing in sync with one another. Its not often you see msian uniting but this is one of the few occasion that brings togather msians of all races, age groups and social status. So touching laaa!!

If uv been living under a discarded coconut shell and have not seen it- pls click here and do. And tell me- did u feel like crying too??

Tutorina

ok i know its been forever but ive been so busy with work and d stupid system that keeps on dying on us. and then theres d tuitions. and babysitting cakbina. she's at the terrible two stage so ive been pretty preoccupied trying to keep  her from burning the house down. just yesterday i got an asthma attack from laughing too hard when she wrestled me to the floor, trying to stick her finger up my nose.

its going pretty well with tuition, cept for this one student i have who's quite a pain in the butt. her younger sister, whom i also tutor is such a joy to teach. she's not the obedient kind but she doest rebel like her sister does. ill make her read her novel out loud and explain it to her later and when she gets tired, she stop and say 'teacher.... tired...!' and shove the book under my nose and go 'ur turn, now u read!' and grin. so we actually took turns reading and explaining the novel. i wud make her explain each chapter thoroughly to make her understand thestory as it unfolds. ok i actually wanted to write about her rebelious sister. they come from a broken family and are living with their mum. its sad but i have a feeling this rebelion was somewhat a result of the broken marriage. she would cancel classes almost every week. she'd text me and make up sum lame excuse. a quick call to her mom would reveal that the mum had no idea whatsoever of the daughters 'illness'. another friend of mine who teaches her accounts also has the same problem. so i have a class with her tonite.. part of me is hoping she's gonna cancel.. hehe.. but a part of me is also waiting to pounce on her of she does. oh well...

also is it mean that i bring all sorts of chocolates and treats when im teaching the nice little sister to munch on while i teach, and bring nothing for the kakak when its her turn? well in my defense, she makes this really rude 'so what' face when i teach and it takes all of my strength to keep myself from slapping her. and i thought it was gonna be a pretty and pink year coz ALL of my students are girls. but i do count my blessings that she's the only rotten apple of the lot. the rest are perfectly A ok.

I just hope all the effort will pay off like it did last year. it felt like winning the lottery when that spoiled brat, who used to fail both subjects i taught, got A's! hearing his mum screaming her thank yous made all the hair pulling, body slapping, (yes i hit my students sometimes) and raised blood pressure (on my part)- worth it

Make me up make up man!

theres an old wives tale that if u have a bad dream, u have to tell it to people so it wouldnt happen. kn?? ke jgn tell? i think its tell.. so im telling!!

I have had this recurring nightmare it like 5-6 times since my merisik. its always in different situations but always the same horrible thing. it'll be my wedding day, and everyone will be busy doing wedding stuff, ill be in my wedding dress.... and my make up artist doesnt show up and i look all splotchy from crying over my missing make up artist and my hair is a tangled mess nobody can fix. i always wake up with my heart beating fast. everytime. and i would doa to god to pls pls pls let thr be no problems with my make up artist- for all three occasions.

a fren of mine once said. it doesnt matter how shabby a wedding is, but a bride must always stand out from everyone else. and i agree wholeheartedly. other then our life after marriage, what im really looking forward to is me getting all dolled up on our wedding day. i mean when else wud i get away with THAT much make up?? ok other then reading but that doesnt make me look pretty and princessy

but these nightmares are evil. i guess my subconscious is telling me that in my head, my make up artist is about as important as the juru-nikah. i hope hope hope all the horror stories i have heard of brides looking horrible on their wedding day and of make up artists calling in sick stay just as what they are- a bad dream.

** uber ugly image googled

FIRE!!

So the fire alarm went off today while we were busy working. my first instinct was 'wat the toot' shaddap!!! then i turned to my collegues who were all looking around in bewilderment, unmoving for 3 seconds before continiuing with their work. haha i swear if the building really was on fire we'd b toast! - pun intended.


the fire alarm is located (so thoughtfully) right by my workstation. like im deaf or sumtin. so wen it rang, my brains shook. i turned around to face my collegue who then saw my new dress and commented (in shouts mind u) on its lenght and the material, all the while the alarm was blaring its bell head off.


such safety concious employees we are.


and i got a call from my fren down below who was in the nursing room asking if she should save her breast pump and ebm.


a few minutes later (after breaking my eardrums) the alarm died down, and we heard an announcement. there was a ting ting ting ting (ala airport annoucement) telling us it was a false alarm.


i never knew our office had an announcement machine.. hmmm wonder whr its located...

rocks socks

so ive been working pretty hard lately.. i dont think i have... bt i must be coz the keys on my laptop keyboard are coming off like a 90 year old drunkard's teeth.

the caps lock key came off sometime before puasa n i tried hard to fix it. i tried to clip it back on slowly, i rammed my finger on it, i whacked it with my palms, i painstakingly tried to use my giant fingers to fix it - to no avail.. then a couple of weeks later, the }] key came off. u kno, the one next to ur P. i dont really have any use for it but i still tried to fix it albeit with much less enthusiasm then caps lock. of course, i cudnt..

ok it wasnt dis byk but it looked like this... minus 30...

then yesterday! lo n behold! A came off!! A!! how can i live without A!! when im typing id constantly miss the tiny little baby micro mini button whr my A was n 'Please make neccessary changes ASAP and update me' wud end up 'Plese mke neccessry chnges ASP nd updte me'.

unable to live without A, i finally called the IT dept. so malu ok. while evryone else was down with cases of software malfunction, and inability to connect to wireless n lotus notes problems, i stood thr with my laptop.. missing 3 of its teeth.. but i needed help.. plese..?

the lady fixed A with a jab of her tiny fingers to which i went -*waaa so terror mann!! (i embarass myself sometimes)* then she tried to fix the caps lock n did all that i did above n turns out sumtin sumtin was broken. the {[ key pon broken.

she asked me to log a formal report yesterday and today- i got a brand new keyboard installed! it was so fast!

awesome kn my company!!

Aubergine

I read the news last nite. and as always, finding out my outfit for the nite is always a source of entertainment for me. it seems that they left the clothes forgotten over the years (from zaman zaman wen hang tuah was alive and agogo was all the rage) for the newest readers to be humiliated in.

Lastnite yet again proved me right. i laughed out loud to myself in the wardrobe when i saw the disaster i had to don in front of millions.

it was purple, with weird crooked sleeves and a kembang bottom (think saloma) and if that wasnt bad enuf, the designer (zang toi) dcided to throw in a ribbon to be tied in front!

and did i mentioned it was purple?

yes my dears, purple as of aubergine purple. oh and my camisole inside? is also purple. of the same shade mind u. so u see, i went into the studio with about as much confidence as a used sock.

the nice make up person spent aeons on my hair twisting n curling and blowdrying it. ive never had my hair done that way before so it looked a lil weird to me. reminded me of the curtains at my grandmothers house. ropol2 renda2.

despite the interesting (read: catastrophic) outfit, i think i did ok.

oh and i also got to wave a little malaysian flag at the closing. which my producer took from sumones car.

I hate the sleeves. theyve got attitude problem. wanting to bend where i dont want...

Nightmare on news

I had a nigtmare last nite.

I was on my way to go to the studio coz i was reading. news was on at 2pm (which is weird coz i read at midnite). i left the house w my mom at 1130 am and thr was a MASSIVE crawl on the roads. the roads were SUPER scary!! it was at a 90 degree angle and was soooo soooo sooo tinggi!! ive got major issues w heights! n i was the one driving n it went on forever n ever!! my kaki got so lenguh n i asked mama to put her kaki on the accelerator a few times.

i arrived late. at 145pm. had 15 mins to go thru the story lineup and have hair n make up done. while reading i realised i was wearing my sleeveless pajama top, and they had put me in a bright green jacket with stars on it.

i almost died.

but i cudnt coz i was on camera.

so i smiled.

n did my thang!

it was sumtin like this. wouldnt you die?

and im back in the game

Being a newsreader has always always always been my dream. when the incident happened, i was not allowed to appear on air for fear of 'my safety'. in truth, i had become an overnite liability to the company. I fully understand their predicament being a media company. But however way i look at it, the consequence was the same, my lifelong dream, was gone.


since that day, i had tried and tried again to get back into this line i love so much but with every mention of my name and the association to you know what, doors would shut in my face, and resume's would get lost. I would see their excitement when i am auditioning, and then when it was questions time i would see the arch of their eyebrows and the knowing nodd, and know my fate was not to be. I even saw them put a note in red on one occasion 'labeling' me to the case.


I felt i was unjustly treated. I just wanted to be judged fairly based on my talent and nothing else. I have been to auditions held by every tv station in Malaysia save for one, and i get the same looks of pity and shrugs each and every time.


A couple of months back i went to the career fair at Midvalley. My dear friend Mariane had told me there was an audition going on. it was a friday evening. I wanted to rush there in my shabby state to audition- bear in mind the crazy friday traffic getting from cyberto midvalley would probably take me two days but i didnt care! Till i spoke to jj and mama about it and they told me to be patient, and to go tomorrow.


i was glad i listened to them. We went there bright and early the next day and i was so eager to go i could have bitten anyone who stopped me. I had only one thing in mind, and that was to audition to be a newsreader. I was oblivious to the other booths that only seemed to slow me down. i was jumping out of my skin! by this time i was practically hyperventilating! i couldnt feel my toes! jj had to calm me down and ask me take deep breaths. When we got there, we were told auditions only begin at 2pm. it was 10am. are u kidding me??


I am not a fan of midvalley. Crowds are just not my thing. So we left, and returned at 2.30, bless him for braving the crazy traffic n i kno how much he hates malls at weekends, what more midvalley with career fair going on! it was crazy! but he kept silent coz he saw how much i wanted this. Plus id probably have bitten his ear off if he didnt take me.


after (again) braving the sea of pesky booths and 1000 flyers later, i got to the audition (they were still setting up the booth) and i was the first. very impatient person i am i know! and i gave my best! i auditioned in front of so many people and it was nerve wrecking! but i had decided this was going to be my last audition, and that if i didnt get it i was going to throw in the towel and think that maybe its just not meant to be.


I did my best and left. and waited for that call. 2 weeks passed and i had heard nothing.. i sent an email to some people and bluntly told them that i am no longer associated to the case, and that i would like to be judged solely on my talent and nothing else.


a week later i got the call :) and last nite, i relived my dream


alhamdullillah my prayers were answered.


my closest family and friends were glued to the tv come midnight. my parents slept early and set their clock to go off close to midnite. and my nenek in sarawak stayed up wayyy past her bedtime. my friends gave words of encouragement. Im glad and thankful to once again be in that seat, albeit at another station.


Alhamdulillah.


Thank you for the well wishes.


I love you guys.

~ on a lighter note. I AM NOT THAT FAT!!! u put on 30%  of extra weight on tv. Im actually closer to Kate Moss' size. btul xtipu... ok maybe siket..

Soap Opera

So i was just minding my own business on a slow friday evening when i got an email from Sandwich telling Donut- and evryone else on the team whom she had so thoughtfully cc-ed that she was unhappy with the way Donut worked as it was affecting her. the words she used were rather.. erm.. blunt? i was unhappily minding my own business when i got the email. n dat little voice inside my head went. oooooo drama!! yes yes im shallow like dat get over it!

so Donut wasnt just gonna keep quiet n let sandwich walk all over her like dat no way sirrr!! so she sent another blunt email telling Sandwich off. again. so thoughtfully copying all of us, who by this time were all IM-ing each other, disecting the newly aquired gossip.

den tibe2. Sandwich IM-ed me asking for my take on this new happening. eh jgn la IM i. i was happily kepohing to ppl pls dun. Sandwich wanted to know if i was unhappy with the way things were going. i sed i thot evrything was going swell, n dat i had no complaints n that i didnt want to get in d middle of anything (u kno just in case she was recruiting an army or watever). den she asked me if i thot d email was 'blunt'. to which i replied..

Janna- erm... i wudnt say 'blunt'...

den i panicked! i hate being put on d spot! hate hate hate!!!

i went

Janna- haaaaaa!!! i dont knoww!!!! *faints*

dat was exactly wat i wrote. i dh ckp dont put me on d spot. ive got sum condition or sumtin. i get panic attacks over the simplest things. gossips i love. but dun ask me to like u kno.. justify sumtin sumtin to get back at sumone sumone. too much for me!!

so as im typing this, im waiting for the next cc-ed email to come in.

thank you Sandwich and Donut for providing my boring dry lunch-less friday with much needed icing.

* im fasting (ganti xabes2 lg) hence the lunchless friday

**names have been changed to foods that i want to eat right now.

HR IST Buzz

and this here is the article i wrote for our monthly news letter. its about the teambuilding we had recently. i prefer 'lifestyle' style of writing, hence the relaxed feel of it. and i hate reading stuffy articles.

IST Team Building at Allson Kelana- by Janna Mohd Zaki

Waking up way before the crack of dawn is nobody’s cup of tea, especially not on the verge of weekend, a Friday. However for the IST family, 14th of May 2010 held promises of what would be a memorable day. We all converged silently from our respective homes, diligently according to the stated time we were asked to meet, at daybreak, 6.45am.
 Excitement was definitely in the air as waves and greetings were exchanged among the blue people in the lobby that morning. Everyone was required to wear the t-shirts given out days before, blue in color, and bearing our beloved company’s logo. Soon we were on our way.

 We arrived at Allson Kelana, Seremban at around 8.45am and were given breakfast to fuel us what has been promised to be an exciting morning. After speeches by the management of RayGuide and our respected Lauge Sorensen and Ainul of Manpower, the ice breaking ceremony started.


We were asked to run around the room and when the facilitator shouted ‘two by two’ or ‘three by three’, we had to find a partner or two, depending on the digit he bellowed. The running around sure did get our blood pumping, by the end of the session I was panting and reaching for my inhaler. Running and laughing certainly weren’t meant to go hand in hand.


The lot of us were then divided into our respective groups and we had to come up with a flag (of which ours got stolen), a war cry and slogan that we would perform on stage. It was rather unnerving to be shouting and making (dance?) moves in front of a room full of people- that you would actually have to see again the next week!


So it was with our war cries that we parted ways and went to our respective activities that the management had lined up for us.


First up was repelling. I must say a lot of us were rather nervous about climbing down backwards at a 90 degree angle out a 5 storey high window- with good reason don’t you think!? But a few of us were eager to go, voluntarily opting to go first. In the end, we realized that it was just a matter of overcoming our fear and it wasn’t as scary as we thought it would be, that and the fact that the five storey stairs were the most challenging part of it all.


Next up was the ropewalk. At hindsight it looked pretty easy, you’re basically just walking, albeit almost ten feet in the air. But 5 minutes into the activity, we were sweating buckets, both from the humid hot air and from sheer nervousness as we realized we were standing so high up in the air with nothing to hold us save for a shaky rope under our feet. The occasional gust of wind made us shake like leaves, literally. Doing this activity thought us to trust our buddies, to listen to their cries of encouragement (at that height u really needed it to go on!) and that you really need your team mates to get through difficult times.


Lastly was the obstacle course that many deemed to be the hardest of all. It required a lot of getting down and dirty and we truly would not have succeeded without all our team mates, and not forgetting the ever so important IBM (wink!). ok mase ni i was dis close *pinches thumb n index finger togather* to dying so i skipped it hence d short para on dis activity.


At the end, we were honored with a certificate from RayGuide Getting the certificates were our last fun activity they had for us. Having to look for the names on the certificates given to us was funny to say the least. There were people standing on the stage holding up papers bearing their names, and there were those who shouted out names like they were selling fish at the market, and then there were hugs abound as people were matched with their certificates. It was a wonderful ending to a great day.


We left Allson Kelana Seremban exhausted in physical but rejuvenated in mind. This experience has brought us closer as a team and we hope to be able to participate in such a spirited program again in the future.

Will upload pics soon-est!

what a morning!

good morning all!

i dont kno wats so good abt it~ this morning has been crap.

i got up late coz my new phone's alram didnt go off, or maybe it did but i dont kno how it sounds coz i didnt bangun! well until papa knocked on my door at 7 wondering y my lights r still off. i got ready thanking god for making me so rajin siap kn my lunch n all lastnite so i xpayah rush. went down buat milo n dgn smangat bye bye papa.

meredah d jam in kj is not exactly fun but i survived and was still cheery. till i discovered i left my TP (think pad) aka laptop at home. wats d point o goin to work klu xde laptop!! nk buat ape kot? jd mak guard bole??

n i saw d oth side o d road was crazy jammed. ldp heading towards damansara is forever jammed up. tots raced thru my mind~ should i turn back n get it n b an hour late, but then ive gotta leave early today sbb tuition, or i cud call up my manager n tell her im working from home, but it seemed a little petty to me, mcm mengade, orrrrr i cud call papa up n ask him to send it over to kj!

so i called papa who panicked along w me. kelam kabut ok ok ok  i come noww!! n hung up b4 i even got to tell him whr my laptop was. called back to sort it out n 15 mins later tadaaaaa!! my knight in shining kereta!!! i luff uu!!

n theeeeeennn!! i was supp to isi minyak my car last nite but i forgot so lastnite i made a mental reminder to do it b4 i head for work. but of course lupe kn. n anyone who knows me knows that my tank is hardly ever empty. i get freaked out if its at half tank! im anal about things like dat coz i cannot stand (read: creeps me out) seeing the fuel thingy blinking!! ill cover it w a paper or sumtin if it blinks coz its just scary. i have a longstanding phobia of being stuck by the roadside on a hot hot hot morning sbb xde minyak n u get creepy strangers who come up to u trying to sell u super overpriced fuel in mineral water bottles. or so i heard..

i stopped by d station kt sunway toll. nk isi full n bole pulak thr was sumtin wrong w d nozzle or sumtin it kept jerking n id have to tekan again n again n again. im secretly afraid of d isi minyak thingy. i always think its gonna blow up in my face. i kno its silly but i am. pastu lambat giler nk pg keje! n all d kure kure in d world decided that today was d day dey wanna drive in front of me!! its called a FAST lane for a reason!! *treasure*

now im in d ofc ranting n fuming still pastu cam byk keje. buttt!! coming into d ofc td i bumped into letchumy my favourite cleaning lady who was transfered to another building but now she's back!! so hopefully this bad luck thing is turning arnd..

in an effort to loose weight im now bringing food from home either for bfast or lunch. today its  steamed brocolli and carrot w salad leaves n bit o smoked chicken n boiled eggs- yolk will be given away to vultures :)

tlg la kurus

have a great monday darlings!

exam fever

*teacher- student sms*

miss janna- how was ur exam?

budak skolah- no time to do

*miss janna freaks outt!!*

miss janna- wat no time to do??? u kno how to do or nott???

budak skolah- i kno how to do my class a lot people not yet finis

ok i spent ALOT of time revising with him lastnite n d time factor never crossed my mind!

pls do well! pls pls pls!

n im so on to ur 'wonderful' english!- no more chinese newspaper for u!

A bumpy start..

i hate mondays..

like really really hate em'

i was late getting ready this morning den i turun n started d engine n realised i left my tuition books upstairs. lari naik den saw ooo water bottle.. better bring in case i get thirsty in d car sbb so hot.. den turun.. n realised i did not get my books den naik balik amek books den br masuk car..

then i left my hse n realised i didnt have enuff in my touch n go to reach cyber. so i decided to go to d BHP stn near my hse sbb ada maybank atm thr. so pg la... i parked rite in front o d entrance.. thr was a lady at d machine so i waited den realised i left my T n G card in d car. wen n got it den another lady came in like 0.003 seconds b4 me n used d machine. ok fine.. tunggu lg.. wen it was my turn.. i put my card in d slot n it got rejected.. apakah??

*ATM out of service*

pls jahat.. ok dh marah2 hv to go to d big maybank yg akn buat i lg lmbat den went to maybank at uptown n there was a line at evry atm. ok fuming silently inside but stil beratur.. i was mentally choking d lady in front o me sbb hello?? can u go any slower??? pls take ur time. i happen to really enjoy staring at d back o ur very fascinating head!! move it sista!! ok den it was my turn! yeayy!! janna puts card in slot. janna's card gets rejected by atm. janna gets msg dat says.

*ATM out of service*

kill me kill me now..

wats wrong w me?? am i eminating sum radioactive wave dats making d atms break down???

had to join another line.. br bole.. by dat time dah ader like volcano yg dh erupt coming outta my half blown hair.. eeee hate mondayssss!!!

ok pastu masuk keje ader like a tonne o work..

n br siap 1 task..

ader 3 lg..

n im blogging..

but i sooo need to blow off sum steam.. promise treasure ok

oh my cousin lan got married over d weekend at ipoh. bole panas lg xmalaysia ni?? it was so hot i wanted to cry! or move into a river or sumtin.. jd mcm hippo. besa dah lebih kurg.. hehehe.

ok i shall go back to slaving for the company

im trying to saving for a trip soon. lame ok x pg trip! i hate saving!! theres so much stuff dat i sorta need rite now!

ok..

mwahh

cloudy w a definite sign of a storm

have u ever felt like ur legs weigh a tonne and u need all the energy u could muster just to drag urself to work??

thats how im feeling today...

times a hundred

i dont hate my job

well not exactly

i love my collegues

my bosses are super nice

no kepohchis to sebok2 my business

but...

i dont like my job!

the thing that i do!!

its so mundane!!

n need sumtin more

xciting!!

challenging!

fun!!

like being in d media business!!

oh how i miss it!

but at d same time i have to b practical...

practical is boring....

but its wat adults do

they b practical...

n boring..

i look like a drab nowadays

putting on my contacts means waking up 15 mins earlier

coz contacts comes w eye make up

u kno coz my eyes are about d size o a grain o rice

so i choose to just don my glasses n walk around looking like a teacher from the 60's

couldnt care less tho

well not today nyway

i read era's blog

and she was going on about how she's working in a PR firm and her frens working in an ad agency

n im working for a computer company!

how geeky am i???

n im not even good at computers to begin withh!!!

yeah ok

enuf rambling

i hope my spirits r lifted by lunch time

ok lah bye

OHEMGEE!!

hey babess!!

ok ok i know its been forever!! but so much has been going on n i sgt xde masa mood nk mem-blog wen my life is so topsy turvy at d mo.

i feel like a salt shaker sumtimes... shake shake shake!! sumer terbalik2 ok

anyhoo!!

i might be in for a HUGE career change soon..

i dont know if im doing the right thing but in life u gotta take some risks rite?

next year is gonna be a whole new chapter for me!

i so hope its gonna be great!

hello 2010, be good to janna ok?

also!

we had cakbina's bday earlier dis month!

can u believe she's a year old alreadyy???

kak in made this spectacular castle cake!!

she was rather disappointed w it, pillars jatuh la, colour xcantik la- i dont know.. i was mighty impressed by it!!

anything that is homemade and is taller then birthday girl gets my vote!

i dont have pics tho...

i meant to transfer it from my now penuh giler cam but havent got around to doing it!

note to self- tlg la transfer pics!! its full to d brim u cant take anymoree new pics!!

on another note- i went on a teambuilding organised by IBM at pullman putrajaya recently

Ohemgee!! i discovered so much abt myself!!

like how tebal muka i can b! esp wen in desperation!! i practically robbed a contractor of his ladder! n forced a hotel worker to give me his big huge blue basin!!

nk win punye pasal...

but it wasnt in vain!!

we won 3rd place!!

granted we werent champions but we were the ONLY all girls team AND there were like 24 teams altogather!!

how great are we???

we also had to eat a cabbage, 2 garlic cloves, a bittergourd, and a HUGE onion!- all raw mind u!!

gross okkk!!

that was all part o a 'ala amazing race challenge' dat we won 3rd place!!

n i also scored 3 goals for my team in one o d challenges!!

who wud hv thot i could even get one goal? let alone 3?

b4 kickin d ball we had to place our forehead on a short pole n spin around it 7 times

n as soon as u angkat ur forehead, u has 5 seconds to kick d ball

so nxt time i play futsal, i shall spin around a pole w my forehead stuck to it 7 times..

den mayb i get a score or two

and did i mention we won 3rd place??

anyway!

i curik dis 2 photos off my cousins fb

enjoy!

miss!!

mwahhh

wonderful can cake diaaa???

To do or not to do...

This Weeks To Do List

1. Wash all clothes that needs to be hand washed

2. Wash sheeba si kucing tua or better yet get adek2 to do it!

3. Buy perfect pair o shoes for graduation.. n pls keep it to one n ONLY one...

4. Brace self for crazy workload tomorrow..system was down the entire lastweek.. *scared mcm tunggu giant avalanche*

5. Tlg wash crocs yg mcm suci dlm debu..if only it could talk msti dier maki i si gross...

6. Get the aircond service man to come..aircond man pls pls pls fix my aircond..panas nk pengsan now ok! aircond mcm idup segan mati xmau..pls dun mati!! pls pls pls!! *ok jgn emo*

7. Send clothes for dry cleaning or get someone to do it

8. Look for missing top yg nk pkai mase grad nnti

Byk nyer task for the week ahead... ambitious lg.. bt minor2 things je kot..

Weekends coming to an end...boohooo!!! dun like!! ok like lah! i love my job!! n my frens!! esp my frens!!

Anyway our convocation's coming up, i hope u guys have settled the bill..thank u buck for settling mine n ayuns!!

Cant wait to c MC110's agn on d 1st!!

Luff korgggg!!!

Mwah!!

Pics below were taken throughout my years as a mass comm-er at uitm from diploma thru degree... i miss u guyss!!

an apple a day keeps the doctor away

we brought dhanush to the clinic td coz she's been complaining o pain on the sole o her feet for quite sumtime now. takot ok.. the doc sed it was an infection and she had to slice it open to drain out d puss *i have to potong la!- sed d doctor, *janna pengsan*.. mary n i went in w her to konon give her moral support..i tink we needed it more then she did kot..the doc injected her feet *tapak kaki ok kwn2* and dhanush actually screamed in pain ok.. at dis point i was hiding bhind mary tp gatal nk tgk jgak..nk pgang dhanush's hand bt d room was pretty small plus takot nk duk dkt doc yg pgang scalpel ok!!

she made a hole bt the infection was in too deep so she made a puncture mark in it and plugged the hole w gauze to soak up d drained puss...at this point i no longer had mary to hide behind..whr mary?? den i heard from behind me in ' E, F, G, S...' my darling mary tgh duduk atas chair w one hand covering one eye.. buat eye test sdiri while dhanush was writhing in pain on d table ok! ok janna jgn dramatic sgt k. *this post was writen at 12.58pm*

ok sbab time gap between dis para n d one above sgt besa..maka dh penat..stop kt cni 1st la..mayb i cont tomorrow?? ok xlogic...monday?? byk keje kot..well soon ok!! have a wonderful weekend darlings!! mwahhh!!



* Ni Dhanush tgh kene 'operate' ngn doctor ok..ouch
- ni before d gory bloody part ok..

Little Miss Sunshine

A good day is wen u get 8 offering requests and 4 of them is a request for cancelation..and only one is to create a new offering :)

Its wen something bad happened to sumone you love but they come thru alrite

When your cat scratches your door asking to be let in just to languish on your shaggy carpet (no matter the damage done to said carpet)

Its being greeted with a huge smile that touches your heart

Its the excitement you feel when your girlfriends gather to share a private moment that always ends in shouts and laughter

Its finding your dad all sweaty from wiping down your car just before you leave for work because he knows his daughter will not do it..ever..

Its kissing your parents before you leave and having them ask for a hug.. just because

The world suddenly seems brighter and happier

stars are blind..n i maybe too..

today hari yang penat.. yesterday we went for a movie then slept over at La's sisters house..best!! tp promise penat..buat keje terkedek2 today..

x larat nk blog..

but i had a wonderful time..

#1 i snoozed once bt LA marah suro bgn...bcoz i siap paling lama kot...

#2 we grabbed bfast on the way to worked and had it togather :) sweet kn?? haha

#3 sweet sgt coz LA n Mary ironed my baju kurung for me!! LA ironed my top while Mary ironed my kain..well dey terpaksa..sape suro promise nk ironkn if i agree to pkai bj kurung!!! bt i luff u!!

#4 anggap je la gone case k...

we watched uninvited which i tot was pretty scary...bt den agn it doesnt take much to scare me..everyone else tot it was a let down..tp best jgakk!!

k xlarat nk write byk.. jst tgk pics k. mwahh!!





muke nk tdo pon still nk take pics..


Odw to work...mary w our bfast..she wear new baju ok..she bought it jst for today! coz we all dcided to wear bj kurung harini :)


Nadom and his future (4 years) wife- cam nk gado jerk berebut last bite o dessert !!

p/s: my eyes are blurry lah... pls dont tell me my power increase lg!! pls pls pls tanak!!!

Have a wonderful long weekend darlings!!!mwahh!!

When the minah's come marching in

todays report of my weeks resolution is rather unfavourable..due to faults not of my own..i missed all of it..#1 thru #4..ok fault i jgak kot sket...ok byk!!sape suh gatal nk lua jgak dh tau sok keje!!! hahaha!! tp main fault bkn i ok!! i was ready for bed at 930 last nite wen i got a call from 2 minah gedik who, dgn penuh gedik nyer ckp..'naaaa!!! awk buat apeeee..??? jom klua plsss!!!' sbab rindu gils punye pasal i sed jom!!! twas fun theres no deying dat! bt i was xpecting to b back b4 midnite, wat w it being a weeknite n all...we talked n laughed n camwhored! bt my cam sikit je..plus gelap..n xnk pkai flash nnti pasty..so pics xcantik..anyway!!

we were abt to leave at 1130 when this minah saw someone n screamed!! she saw sumone she wasnt suppose to see!! n 2 make matters worse! dat someone was with another someone when dat particular someone claimed to not have a someone. im so not making sense kn.. polan b si polan..hahaha! lg susah kot klu berpolan polan. who's polan btw? who came up w it n how??y polan?? ok janna stop it! moving on!

so kerane minah tongong i got home at about a quarter past 1..ngntuk sgt..pas2 nk tdo ader je org msg la call la..ppl! tlg tdo bole x...i love korg tp i nk tdooo!!

hari ni masuk keje penat sgt..jln from car to office mcm zombie kampung pisang...

Resolution #1- ok i failed dis...i snoozed twice b4 tgk jam n terjejut dh lambat n ran into d shower..fully clothed ok..bongok..

Resolution #2- i barely had enuf time to dress myself let alone eat!

Resolution #3- ok sbab balik lambat i didnt have d time to iron (or even plan) wat i was going to wear..i look like a picnic mat today btw...

Resolution #4- i threw everything into d trunk so d car is pretty much mess-free..just dont try to put anything in the boot ok?

ok skrg kerje sy dh habis dan sy ngantuk sgt..

ini gamba dgn darlings gediks sy smlm..