wedding bells are ringing

they're ringing all right. it feels like everyone is getting married in the near future. ppl whom im close to. a number of my dearest frens are either engaged or about to be, married or soon to be or already have a baby!

a few months back my fav cousin announced she was getting engaged. naturally i was thrilled for her. i was her maid in waiting at her engagement and i will be her maid of honour at her wedding not too long from now.

i was excited looking for stuff for her hantaran n suggesting this and that, till it hit me that my fav cousin was getting married... the one i always hang out with when i balik kampung... the one who takes me around to eat like thrs no tomorrow.. the one i confide it.. n now shes getting married.. then i realised that all my cousins from my moms side who's around my age are married. save for one who's getting engaged at the end o d year... and me

im a planner. and for as long as i can remember ive planned to be married by the time i hit 25. but after a failed engagement i did have certain qualms about getting into another serious relationship. but after a lot of some thinking, crying, fighting, and getting to kno him i realised what an honest person he is, and truth be told, that honesty was a lifeline for me. it made me trust again. with him it is a 'what u see is what u get' situation. he can be bluntly honest at times and initially i was taken aback many times, but after a while it grew on me. and i started to see the humour in it. n he is the funniest thing ever! he says d weirdest things and means sumtin else. n he'd pretend he didnt hear me when i correct his grammar n words (yes yes i kno its irritating but i cant help it!). and he makes me laugh so hard.

eg. he'd say 'nice doing pleasure with you' when what he really wanted to say is 'its a pleasure doing business with u'

pastu marah org laugh. its not that i wanna laugh, but i just have too!! for the sake of my sanity!!

so my point is, it doesnt bother me so much that im missing my 25th year wedding plans. because i kno i have sumone who makes it worth it.

as for my wedding bells... i do hear its ringing... faintly.... but surely