Updates!

i am a nervous wreck. i can hardly sleep. i read the news quite frequently last week so i was sleep deprived- but last night i was in bed by 10 and my eyes wouldnt shut. at one point i had yawned so much my pillows were soaked. i hate this feeling. even more so when i see how relaxed jj is. not fair. guys have it so easy.


lina n dayah came over n helped me stick thank u tags on my favours last night. im so grateful coz really- it was a lot. i had insisted on doing them myself instead of getting the store to do it for us coz i wanted to have that wedding feel! u know when ur room is messy with stacks of boxes and u have people in every corner of the house doing sumtin. beautiful chaos. well i had 2 people over lastnite- plus my aunts.. n my room was def in a terrible state- and we had dinner in my room. it was fun :) thanks korg!!


we viewed our pre wedding vid lastnight. n omg were we THAT fat!?? ok yeah we sorta were... n my nose is so bulat!!! if i were rich id get a nose job!- ok no i wouldnt coz it looks painful. we liked the vid. its really cute n colourful but there was a scene whr we were running n i swear i have the ugliest run. it looked like i had broken a knee and twisted an ankle! burok giler!! Im never running on camera again- EVER!


I think were about done with everything cept for the seating arrangements- my nemesis. i cringe thinking about it. my dad was saying something about making it free seating- save us the headache. the hall ppl have yet to pass us the floor plan cn u believe it!??! ish sakit perut la pk!! i think ive aged more in this 1 month then i have this whole year. im only going on leave on thursday coz my cuti's r limited.


on a sadder note- we still have not gotten the keys to our house. its been almost 2 years kott!! n its not even a new dev!! ud think were getting a 7 million ringgit crib but really its just a simple modest home! so we'll be staying at his grandma's place- who just passed away by the way :( i hv to admit im a lil hesitant seeing that ive nvr lived on my own but i guess marriage is about starting our lives togather n really i sorta dont have a choice kot.. it is a lil daunting staying at a house whose owner passed away just last week tho....


my systems have gone haywire with the stress. ive been on mc 4 days this month. n i discovered i had gastric. ME!! who has never missed a meal in my LIFE!! seems stress cn do horrible things to u.. i hope all illness keep away till the big day...


eeekkkk!!! scared nyeeeeeee!!

13 days!

1 week 6 days!! omigosh!! feels like thrs so much to do but i dont know whr to start!! im so disorganized!! my wedding organizer is god knows whr! i carried it arnd in my bag arnd jakarta in the early few months then my bag got heavy with the million other essential stuff that it seemed safer for my posture if it just stayed in my room/car/ofc drawer. now im really not sure whr it is....

n it irks me so much that msians are useless when it comes to RSVP-ing!! so far only 30% of the guests hv reverted back to me. my brain feels like its in a constant block. and i think i have amnesia. like i was super excitedly telling jj about sumtin n he flatly went- weve had this exact conversation yesterday. dont u remember?? n the thing is that i dont! i have no recollection at ALL about it!- or mayb he's just messing w my head... hurmm... but this has happend a few times w friends as well. i seriously need to get my head togather...

my babes threw me a surprise shower last weekend which i will write about in the next pose. it was wonderful! i wish nat could have been thr tho :)

sneak preview of what is to come :p

20 days!

So its 20 days before the big day and im breaking out like a teenager!!  its really really frustrating coz the LAST thing i need is a face full of zits!! ive been slathering on oitments and gels and all sorts of miracle crap n none of it seems to work. mom asked me to take it easy coz its stress that's causing my moon face. it doesnt even seem like pimples anyway.. its like mosquito bites.. u know like fat round welts on my cheeks. urghhhh so irritating!!

disgusting skin aside- i got my crown!! we went to this marvellous place in semua house which sells tiara's of all shapes n sizes n i went a little overboard trying them ALL out. i mean all. after i had chosen my normal sized tiara, i walked around the store trying on each massive sized tiara that would have made the queen mother look at hers in shame. i walked arnd the store n waved at ppl. they waved back n sed i looked pretty :) i love that store- its my new happy place. by the time we left, we were friends with most of them- bride to be's cn be the nicest people sometimes.

we're having some trouble with the house we purchased so we'll be bunking with my parents for a while. i cleaned out my room of unwanted trash on sunday to make space for jj n his stuff. amazing how much things can be collected over the years. i donated 3 bags of clothes- some were still in perfect condition, but i will be undergoing some major wardobe changes after the wedding so most some items were deemed unsuitable. none was happier then kak in who was picking thru my clothes like she was at the boxing day sale.

so all that needs to be done at this point is-

1. Send my wedding clothes for pressing/ steaming- whatever it is they do to get the creases out.

2. Pass one more hantaran item to my hantaran lady

3. Food tasting

4. Clear my face of icky yucky welts

5. Colour my hair for the very last time- coz really my hair has been so badly abused, it deserves to retire from contact with any form chemical.

6. Clear another drawer for JJ in my room. Coz it seems 2 drawers isnt enuf. pffft!- what r u planning to bring the entire mens dept at the store?? sheesh... 2 drawers cukup la kn??! i NEED the other 7..

7. Mail a few more cards

8. Deliver some cards to my babes!

9. Bug the hell out of my make up artists lest they forget!

10. Anddd pick up last min things like chocolates, desserts and cakes and stuff!

At my cousin's wedding last weekend. lookie my face, it looks round coz i ate sumtin that made it urm... swell n puff up.. yeah thats it... coz im actually not that chubby... damn u 'everything sumtin i ate'

Thats about it kot... for now...

20 daysss!!! ughhhh ive got flying dinosaurs in my tummy n moon craters on my cheeks- bummer

toodlooo lovelies!!