Nightmare- Mama's 1st day back at work

So its my first day back at work after being on leave for more then three months. And i was working from home forever before i gave birth. Its a wonder i didnt get lost on my way to work this morning. A lot of changes happened when I was away. I discovered two collegues are getting married this year- to each other. We got a new water dispenser machine which means no more squatting like a frog to fill my water bottle. There is a lot of new faces i dont recognise. And the best part- there's a whole bunch of new restaurants all over Cyberjaya for me to sample!! Seriously! 3 years ago we were eating the same thing week in and week out. Nowadays u can have Indian, Chinese, Italian, Malay, Mamak, Japanese, Fusion Malay, Fusion Chinese, Thai, Western, Kelantanese, Utara, Taiwanese, bubble tea, and there's even a speciality chocolate and cookies store opening soon. I swear im gonna blow my lunch budget every month now.

How do i leave this face every morning!?!?

Leaving Nuha was a whole different matter. I must have wore out her left cheek as i kissed her countless times before i left. By the time i had had breakfast, I had called the house five times. At the office my eyes were glued to the cctv that hubs installed. It was heartbreaking listening to her cries. Hubs worked from home today to soften the transition of 'having mama around all the time' to 'no mama for 8 hours'. I must have annoyed the crap out of hubs with my constant calling/ pinging him with questions.

Why is she crying???
Get the shirt i wore to sleep and wrap her in it!
Have u fed her??
Have u wrapped her in my shirt??
What is the cctv thingy's password??
Hello??
How come i dont see anything??
Is she crying??
What's wrong with the camera??
Ok now i can see.
Where is everybody??
Where's my baby??
Is she sleeping??
Has the maid put her down??
Is she crying??
How much did she drink??
Is she crying??
Has the maid bathed her??
Have u fed her??
Is she crying??
Did she reject the bottle again??
How much did she drink??

I was one annoying mother..

Good thing I'm leaving in an hour. I cannot wait to be home!!! Dear god please make this one hour pass real quick!!

I spent more time staring at this messy house then anything else today