stars are blind..n i maybe too..

today hari yang penat.. yesterday we went for a movie then slept over at La's sisters house..best!! tp promise penat..buat keje terkedek2 today..

x larat nk blog..

but i had a wonderful time..

#1 i snoozed once bt LA marah suro bgn...bcoz i siap paling lama kot...

#2 we grabbed bfast on the way to worked and had it togather :) sweet kn?? haha

#3 sweet sgt coz LA n Mary ironed my baju kurung for me!! LA ironed my top while Mary ironed my kain..well dey terpaksa..sape suro promise nk ironkn if i agree to pkai bj kurung!!! bt i luff u!!

#4 anggap je la gone case k...

we watched uninvited which i tot was pretty scary...bt den agn it doesnt take much to scare me..everyone else tot it was a let down..tp best jgakk!!

k xlarat nk write byk.. jst tgk pics k. mwahh!!





muke nk tdo pon still nk take pics..


Odw to work...mary w our bfast..she wear new baju ok..she bought it jst for today! coz we all dcided to wear bj kurung harini :)


Nadom and his future (4 years) wife- cam nk gado jerk berebut last bite o dessert !!

p/s: my eyes are blurry lah... pls dont tell me my power increase lg!! pls pls pls tanak!!!

Have a wonderful long weekend darlings!!!mwahh!!

Day 3...

halu peeps..

ok quick update of my attemp at keeping my resolutions.

#1 I did not not hit d snooze button at all!! ok i did by mistake, i really wanted to press the off button. anyway! eventho i did not snooze! i got sidetracked by cakbina!!! i went to wake her up den forgot myself..so lambat mandi...cakbina yang punya pasal..

#2 dis i did!! 1st time weh! LA the bangau asked me to buy karipaps odw to work so i had one in the car. its not perfect but its a start kn?? :)

#3 ok...i did not iron my baju the nite before...and again..i didnt even plan what i was gonna wear..i normally plan ahead what im gonna wear the next day to save myself the trouble o changing 5 times in the morning..i changed 5 times today before deciding on wat to wear..bt i tink its ok :) kot..

#4 tlg jgn tanye...shoes still in trunk...kelam kabut..out o sight (thank god)..bt never out o mind ok!

on another note, cakbina comel sgt smlm!!! she just started on solids bt she's still getting used to eating w a spoon instead o being bottle fed..she looks like popeye when she's eating..tp comel sgt!! mama na luffs u!!

pls ignore suara-suara background yg dh bg signal suro diam pon still xtau diam

When the minah's come marching in

todays report of my weeks resolution is rather unfavourable..due to faults not of my own..i missed all of it..#1 thru #4..ok fault i jgak kot sket...ok byk!!sape suh gatal nk lua jgak dh tau sok keje!!! hahaha!! tp main fault bkn i ok!! i was ready for bed at 930 last nite wen i got a call from 2 minah gedik who, dgn penuh gedik nyer ckp..'naaaa!!! awk buat apeeee..??? jom klua plsss!!!' sbab rindu gils punye pasal i sed jom!!! twas fun theres no deying dat! bt i was xpecting to b back b4 midnite, wat w it being a weeknite n all...we talked n laughed n camwhored! bt my cam sikit je..plus gelap..n xnk pkai flash nnti pasty..so pics xcantik..anyway!!

we were abt to leave at 1130 when this minah saw someone n screamed!! she saw sumone she wasnt suppose to see!! n 2 make matters worse! dat someone was with another someone when dat particular someone claimed to not have a someone. im so not making sense kn.. polan b si polan..hahaha! lg susah kot klu berpolan polan. who's polan btw? who came up w it n how??y polan?? ok janna stop it! moving on!

so kerane minah tongong i got home at about a quarter past 1..ngntuk sgt..pas2 nk tdo ader je org msg la call la..ppl! tlg tdo bole x...i love korg tp i nk tdooo!!

hari ni masuk keje penat sgt..jln from car to office mcm zombie kampung pisang...

Resolution #1- ok i failed dis...i snoozed twice b4 tgk jam n terjejut dh lambat n ran into d shower..fully clothed ok..bongok..

Resolution #2- i barely had enuf time to dress myself let alone eat!

Resolution #3- ok sbab balik lambat i didnt have d time to iron (or even plan) wat i was going to wear..i look like a picnic mat today btw...

Resolution #4- i threw everything into d trunk so d car is pretty much mess-free..just dont try to put anything in the boot ok?

ok skrg kerje sy dh habis dan sy ngantuk sgt..

ini gamba dgn darlings gediks sy smlm..

Buttons ate my breakfast...

I am proud to report that i hit d snooze button only once! n! i was up BEFORE it went off!!! terror nyer janna!! ok so number 1 is a done deal!! well done Janna *pat pat blakang sdiri*

and number 2!! oso i did!! clever girl lah!!! i ironed my baju early last nite b4 i even blogged!! *Big Bear Hug ke diri sdiri*

ok sedih number 3 xbuat..bcoz i was late...reason stated below..bt i did have biscuits at the office? ok la kn?? kn??kn?? ok x ok...

ok no 4 mmg impossible la kn nk bole buat lastnite or this morning...

So thr!! i accomplished 2 out of my 4 resolutions this week! n its ony monday!! yeay me!!

ok d reason #3 was not accomplished was bcoz as i was dressing up, i discover that a button on my dress was loose. rather den kelam kabut at ofc later i took out d sewing kit n started sewing..being d worst penjahit (sewer??hahahha) in the entire world and planets bersebelahan dat i am! i kept getting the threads simpul2 so kene start balik..so tedious..and there goes my bfast.. ok tp pagi2 xde mood nk mk pon kot.. bt still...esok ok!!

Mereka- mereka yang curik time bfast saye.. bt pretty kn??



p/s: my tummy hurts..

pss: Era! # 1 & 3 jadik!! pls b motivated to try d same! bt ask me agn tomorrow if im still doing it..hahaha!!

Weekly Resolution- Note to self- pls keep!!!

Since its the beginning of the week (or baru nk begin), i tgh smangat nk buat new resolutions... ok mayb from now on i can have like weekly resolutions? ceh buat stahun skali pon kenot keep..ni kn pulak once a week.. ambitious much? xpe..smangat is penting ppl! so since this is my 1st week..ill b realistic n not set my goals too high up thr mcm berangan burung woodpecker ok...

1. I will not hit the snooze button more then once wen i get up in the morning to get to work (sbab penat kelam kabut every morning den burn myself w d hair straightner is not fun- sakit tau..sgt sgt)- ok i actually burned my middle finger on my left hand a couple o weeks back..cemane iron tu smpai situ pon xtau..tp sakit..ouch.

2. I will make it a point to have bfast b4 i leave for work because apparently not having breakfast can cause heart attack..ramai sgt org pass away bcoz o heart dieseases lately..takut...n i mean real bfast! not smarties i found in my handbag or strepsils ok.

3. I will have my clothes ironed and hung the nite before to avoid not having enuf time to do #2.

4. I will (ok dis one btul2 kene) find a way to organize the shoes in my car. Last count i have 12 pairs in my car alone..n i drive a little car..so legspace for passangers sitting behind or even in front..is literally nonexistant. Mayb i can get a rack? or a box?? nnti rosak x kasut?? ok i cant leave them in the house! wat if im on the road and sumone calls n asks me to the movies n im in work clothes w stilettoes??? msti nk comfy kn?? msti nk ader choices dpending on wat colour im wearing kn? kn?? kn??? ok sila terima hakikat d best solution is to leave them in the house.. hrmph!!

ok i tink dats enuf for this week..lets see if i can keep to them.. or throw them out d window like my yearly resolutions..aper cerita nk pg gym religiously 4 times a week?? gym??wat?? whr???who me??- u get the picture..

have a good week peeps! n please do not smoke..ur contributing to d air pollution...panas sgt skrg ok...mcm xcukup pollute dgn aircond kereta n deodorant n hairspray n spray nyamuk n ok ill shaddap

bcoz im bored..i post these pics..









These were taken when i was working as a baby gym instructor..gym babes!!hahaha!! d last pic is me w jinu a korean boy yg sgt notty tp super sweet! rindu nyerr!! dis was during sumone's bday i cant remmeber whose..yg atas tu amin..he's jst adorable!! sgt ok! ok another story for another day.. luff u!!

one exception pls..n pls make it work..thank you

i took a day off yesterday to settle a lot o things. my tax and uitm saman being one o them. twas a full day. from KL to shah alam den back to damansara but im sooo glad i got everything settled!! well..not axactly everything! there is one thing i had to do dat i couldnt till i bwk all the documents needed..mane la i tau kene bwk offer letter!! xpe can do nnti! anyway! despite having about a million things to do. i still managed to go to the metrojaya sale in shah alam which is giler best nk mati!!!! i went crazyyy!!! its one o d best sales ive been to since london's boxing day which is mmg mcm giler punye best!! i got parfumes n make up!! aaaa!! nk pg lagi!!! ok janna pls behave!! ok pastu we went to ou to catch a movie sbab dah 3 ribu kot tahun xtgk movie!! we watched he's just not that into u which i really liked! i think its a movie all girls have to watch n think about the values and meaning behind it all. i mean ive been there myself! getting all jumpy around a guy i like, watching the phone willing it to ring *mcm la phone tu ada telepathy kn*, biler dpt text msg from him it just makes ur day, n of course, bwk phone masuk toilet mase mandi! i dont know bout u guys bt ive done all those! n im not proud o it! but its something every girl will go thru at least once in her life! the waiting and the wanting dat is painful and sweet at the same time! n betrayal..who hasnt felt it? it hurts..right down to ur very core..it does..bt it makes u stronger...and smarter..and the yearning for somthing that seems so impossibly far...but wen u finally get it..it all seems so worth it! love..wat is life without it? it colours and blurs your world at the same time..its makes you see ever so clearly while it blinds..

the EXCEPTION is out there, somewhere. the EXCEPTION, the one person you'd sacrifice so much of yourself just to make that person happy. and more importantly, you should be someone's EXCEPTION too. that he'd do what he says, he'd go out of his way to please you, and he'll look you in the eye.
*curik from dayahsays.blogspot.com

Exception sounds pretty darn good to me... doesnt it?

stormy nights..

on a totally different note..there was a huge storm last nite..takott... the winds were blowing so hard they made scary noises..dh la pukul 3 pg..nk gerak pon takot!! dh la pg rumah org pass away pas2 balik xmandi agn..hehehe :).. lg la buat takott!! so wat do i do wen i wake up scared in the middle o d nite??? i call affiq my adek!! affiq!! masuk bilik kak na skrg plsss!!! poor affiq had to make sure i was ok before sleepily trudging back into his room to get his blanket n pillow to tman kak na sleep :) luff u! mwahh!!

dis is my adek kesayangan!!



Eh eh!! bkn lah!! salah!!

haaa! this is affiq! the one on the left!! my hero!! putih kn??? heheh!! mwahh!!

of death an dying..

Is it just me or does it seem like theres a whole lotta deaths happening lately? in the last six months, 6 people i know have passed..the first being tok and the last one was my indian neighbour who passed last week..he complained of chest pains on saturday morning after breakfast..his wife took him home and later brought him to the hospital whr they did an EKG test that showed everything to be normal..he sed his chest still hurt so his wife went to speak to a nurse while another attended to him.. he went into cardic arrest and shortly after, took his final breath..just like that..

we paid our condolence to his widow n their kids last nite and my heart just broke at the sight o these innocent children who will grow up without their father.. their youngest son is just 8 while the eldest boy is barely of high school age.. i remember when they use to come over all the time to play with my adek2.. comels sgt! sihat2 blaka.. next to the photo of the deceased was a scrap book made by the eldest son for his dad's 50th birthday last year. in it were photos of his dad from the time he was a baby, thru his childhood, adolscent life, college, his wedding, and his entire adult life from the time he had his kids and getting promoted and going on holidays. it was like his entire life was compiled into this little black book filled with words of love by his children. his wife told me that he was so proud when he got it on his birthday. he brought it to the office and showed it to anyone and everyone. on the last page was a picture of the entire family with the words, we love u papa! printed in large bold letters signifying their love for this man they call father. now the book sits cold in the swirl of smoke and the scent of flowers from the altar. only to be touched by unfamiliar hands and the occasional tear of sadness and regret..

makes you think of how fragile life is doesnt it?

Hari Orientasi

today i had to attend an orientation for new hire's at IBM plaza BU. i was to report there in the morning so i was saved the trouble o driving to d end o d world, otherwise known as cyberjaya, but only for 2day mind u. dah xpayah drive jauh, nk drive dekat pon trus malas! got my adek to drop me off since he's home for a week on study leave (btw..study la sgt!!!). i was sceptical o going in the beginnning. xde fren since i had 2 go alone. this is d 3rd session they're conducting. i had to miss d earlier ones sbb ..ntah..sbab nape ntah...anyway! i went today! its only for a day n i got thr early. i was d 1st to arrive. smpai2 trus on thinkpad (IBM laptop name dier thinkpad ok) sbab dah rindu kwn2 cyber..after a brief introduction by our instructor, we were asked to form a line according to our birthdate's from January to December..without speaking..or writing anything down..hmm...ok i cheated! trus selit2 ckp bday i biler! we got in line pretty accurately save for d few who salah sket2 je..impressive jgak! den we had to answer a bunch o Q's with our team mates which was rather mundane..pas2 last2 d instructor asked each o us to grab a paper n pencil n using ur other tangan (im righthanded so i had to use my left) kene draw a pic o ur dream job at IBM. klaka kottt!! ader yg lukis bumi sbab nk travel..ader lukis shape ape ntah (suppose to b rectagular kot) w dollar signs in dem..ok duit kot..hahaha! i drew a laptop sbab IBM kn (duh!) n me..big head me w stick body (bkn sbab kurus tp sbab xtau draw body) ader passport, LV handbag n chanel shoes!!hahahaha! konon nyer dh pangkat besar n kaya pastu passport sbab nk travel!!!kih kih kih! nk put d gamba but malu...mayb nx time? ok peeps..im beat...abrupt ending...gudnite..much love to all! mwah!

monday blues

Just another manic monday..wish it was sunday coz thats my fun day.. GLRT tgh down xle masuk so we're all chatting (chatting tau bkn sembang literally) sesame sendiri...hmm...best nyer klu bole balik sleep w cakbina..who peed on my bed dis morning btw..dah la kench atas katil org..pastu ketawe2 buat muka cheeky like saying 'padan muka mama na!' nasib baik comel! impossible to angry seminit pon! how do u get angry wen she smiles at u like dis?

weekend wishes

weekend is almost here! i used to love weekends back wen it gave me the chance to relax n unwind. nowadays my weekends consist largely of weddings, cleaning, babysitting (ok ini xcomplain), n basicaly running arnd getting errands done. oh how i wish i could have an entire day just for me.

here is a list of things i would so wanna do if i could get a day for lil ole me

1. sleep in n wake up wen i feel like waking up dan bkn dikejut oleh semua dibawah
- papa menjerit
- mama menjerit
- sheeba menjerit nk mkn mcm seumur hidup xpernah mkn ever!!
- affiq dgn innocent nyer bertanye ' kak na bole anta affiq main bola??'. (adik ku its 7am on a weekend. pls. naik cab or sumtin. better yet. jln. warmup ok.
- cakbina drooling over my face (ok ini xmind jgak, cept d drooling part)
- alarm go off ditgh mlm atau pagi-pagi buta buat org terkejut giler smpai nk lompat klua kulit

2. Get a wonderful relaxing facial that does not flatten my hair in the process (ok mcm xpossible je)

3. Go for a hair cut lg that leaves my hair similar to that of katie holmes (post tom cruise ok pls)

4. Go watch a movie wen im not tired or in a hurry

5. Shop for a new pair o shoes

6. And a bag please

7. Try out a new cuisine (nothing raw pls..so not in d mood for anything raw cept oysters..sedap nyer!!)

8. Take a drive to sumwhr nice like cameron highland

9. Lie languidly in bed and watch the sun bounce off the walls

10. And lastly a hug... a huge bear hug that tells me everything is right and everything will b ok..

i wish for all of the above pls pls pls *shuts eye tightly*

ok peeps. i wish u a wonderful weekend ahead! b gud ok! hugs n kissies!!

A little birdie told me...

papa n i rescued a baby bird today!! well i hope we rescued it...xtau la survive ke x...pls survive baby bird..wen i smpai rumah td, my dad was picking flowers in the garden 4 me mom, he does it every evening, sweet kn??? anyway! as we were talking, he spotted a lil baby bird perching precariously on a tiny branch looking scared and unwell. nearby we saw a bigger bird (mak dier kot) swooping and screeching (at us kot?). i tink baby bird ni sakit sian dier. it didnt even fly away wen i focused my huge cam lense at it. either dier rabun, xkuasa nk lyn atau giler glam. anyway. we took pics n left it be. pastu! at abt 10pm, my dad went out to fetch my adek from tuition then he called me down. i igt kene wash dishes. rupe nye! he was looking for the bird to make sure it was safe, bt couldnt spot it, as he was walking in he saw sumthing in between the gigi's on top of our gate. rupenye the baby bird tried to fly and sumhow ended up thr. nasib jatuh kt situ, klu jatuh tpt park kete??kn jd mark atas jln! anyway! papa picked it up n put it back on the tiny branch..comel sgt! ok dh ngantuk! gnite peeps! gnite baby bird! b safe ok!

baby's day out :(

i miss cakbina today!! she went back to her other grandma's place... :( sape nk kacau i at 4 in d morning mintak dukung?? sape nk drool all over my pillow?? sape nk ketawe jerit2 comel sgt?? sape nk berebut bantal n katil ngn mama na?? sape nk make mama na laugh so hard wen she terbalik totoy (tortoise ok..)?? sape nk bersembang xbenti mcm org paham dier ckp ape?? sape??? oh i miss her so much...

my fav baby in the world!!

You are My Sunshine!

Yesterday was an ok day. Byk keje but our (mine n La’s) username’s ader prob which causes the system to hang after sumtime. We ended up sitting w other colleague’s n konon buat keje sesame. Heehehe. Is it just me or does everything feels slower as ur getting closer to the weekend? Anyway we had a security briefing and learned dis and dat. We had a celebration for carol as she was leaving for the US at midnite lastnite. We had cake! White choc macdamias which urs truly picked :) and walnut brownies. Yumm! Dis is d first Saturday off im having since I started work a month back. No weddings, no outings, no lunches, no nothing!! I wanna stay in my jammies n have chickn wings in bed!! N choc ice cream while watching past episodes of desperate hsewives! Dis is a pic o moi n cakbina in my room in d morning b4 I left 4 work. comel kn kasut dier??nk gigit!!



and this is one of her wen i got back from work



have a great weekend peeps!! b gud n spread d love! mwah!

just a dream

life really is unpredictable isnt it? for 5 years i thought n expected to be working in media, be it sitting at my desk churning out stories for the evening news or sitting in front of the camera greeting folks with a huge smile plastered on my face for all to see. i always wanted to become a journalist and dreamed of becoming a newsreader since i was a child. i love to write. ok love is an understatement. i do i really do. but after a while i realised writing as a journalist is no fun. your vocabs get stunted from lack of use as news writing calls for short simple straight to the point words that prevents us from dipping into our wonderful vocab jar. lama2 jd rusty sbab xgune. im thankful with my new job, even more so after seeing so many ppl getting laid off and retrenched. ive yet to find passion for it tho. but it'll come. im sure of it. ive been doing sum thinking about continuing my masters in writing. mcm best kn? tp xtau la bile. im taking a day at a time. someone sed i should learn to slow down n not rush. mayb i should. mayb i will.

ok on a totally different note. i tink i like my new work space. save for the million or so ppl who pass by it to get 2 d printer room every second! byr toll ok!! but i like it. its nice. n its mine :) have a wonderful evening peeps.