Pukul kang!?!

So jj will be leaving town in a couple of days. his company is sending him sumwhere for a period of time which im not very happy about. but i guess i should be thankful they picked him. rezeki nk kawen org kate. and i am thankful!- for him. im just really bummed out for me. they gave him a rather short notice considering the fact that he would be there for a considerable amount of time. of course he wud need time to gather his things n pack up. but nope. no off days to do that. and guess wat? do it during weekends? out the window! coz guess wat!? he's got to work thru weekends as well!?! so ive been mentally imagining his company as a person, and in my head, ive hit it with a rock, ran over it with a steamroller and pushed it off various cliffs countless times.

and seeing as to how he's leaving so soon, weve been scrambling to go out everynight amidst my tight schedule of readings and tuitions and whatnots. we had to go to all the restaurants we (i) wanted to try and catch all the movies we (i) wanted to watch before he left. and the day before yesterday we went to snowflakes in kota damansara and i fell in love. then lastnite we went to  honeymoon cafe and it was just ok ok la. bt snowflakes was fantabulous! i have a knack for desserts and all things new n weird especially wen it comes to food. i wanna try em all!!!

im so glad im not reading this weekend so were can spend more time before he leaves. we wud be able to go out more had it not been for his company *pushes company into heavy traffic*. but i guess we'll have to make do. were going to his parents for his brothers birthday and their place is right before the F1 circuit. i wan to cry imagining the traffic.

ive been going into clingy gf mode which i hate but i cant help it. ill be fine (i hope) once everything is sorted out n i wave him off at the airport. ill be down in d dumps for a while and will probably burrow a hole in which i would curl in every date nite and wallow in self pity.

SNAP OUT OF IT WOMAN!!! ill b fine!!! of course!! n evryday i'll spend a few hours minutes each day imagining the things he's buying to bring back for me.

*punches company smack dab in the face just because*